I'm thinking of deleting my LJ because:

1) I have no friends
2) I rarely post updates
3) ..Do I really want my journal entries being read by random internet users?

I guarantee I'm not getting any comments on this post either...another reason to delete. Maybe I'll want an LJ later in life, but for now I don't need one. I think I'll deactivate my account and see how I feel in 30 days. But why am I saying all this? No one is reading it anyway. Bye.
  • Current Music
    Hands Open - Snow Patrol
Harry Potter<3

I don't know...

Everything is changing so quickly. I have so many things that I'd like to say and update on, but I could probably write forever. Plus, I never feel like it. I should probably update more but it doesn't really matter since I have like 4 LJ friends. Maybe less. Hahaha. So, I read Wintergirls by Laurie Halse Anderson. It was a very good book and I'd recommend it if you're into the teen dilemma thing. love life is nonexistent. But it's whatever. I thought I had a chance to reconcile with my ex bf but he's moved on to some other girl. Funny thing is, everyone that found out about it has said major downgrade. So I don't feel too bad about that ;P It's time to move on, I have to face the facts. Now I can focus on my school work (clearly this is a lie) and have fun (woohoo?) and try and get a job (I have no connections.) It's class-ring time. And I simply don't have $300 (more or less. let's go with more.) to dish out. In other cousin got her license today. It's pretty cool. She's picking me up to go to school tomorrow lol. I've been having little amount of homework so if things stay this way I'll be very pleased. I want to get in shape/lose weight as a final fuck you to my ex...xD Nilanda and I are gonna work out/ exercise together. I just wanna look good, first and foremost for my own satisfaction. Secondly...I want this boy to see me and just be like.. ZOMGWTFZWHYDIDIBREAKUPWITHHER?AMISTUPID? (the answer to that second question would be: obviously.) Lmao I crack myself up. He'll probably read this one day. I don't care...haha. I think I'm just gonna go though and read then go to bed. I'm pretty sick so I'm tired. Plus, I'm on my period so it's all intensified. PEACExo
  • Current Music
    Starseed - Our Lady Peace
The Love Of My Life


Is Easter. And the day I leave for Disney for a week! I leave tomorrow on a school trip. The bus departs at 6. I won't be back until next Sunday at around 7. BYE!

P.S. Have a great vacation everyone!
  • Current Music
    Undiscovered - Ashlee Simpson
Crooked Smile

I'm so excited..

I'm going to Disney in exactly two weeks with my school! YAY! haha I'm so excited I can't even begin to explain. Anyone have any suggestions as to what I should pack? And Idk what to bring with me into the actual park. I don't wanna carry a bag, leave it in the cubby, and have something get stolen while I'm on a ride. That would suck.

*Just thought I would point out that's it is raining where I am and this song came on lol
  • Current Music
    Gonna Rain Today - Gary Moore
The Love Of My Life

I'm doing really well..

..for a girl who got dumped just last thursday. lol seriously...I'm perfect. I daresay I may be even better off than I was. I feel liberated in so many ways. sure, I'm sad but I got over it fairly quick. there's not much I feel like saying right now so I'm gonna try to keep posting little updates, that way I won't have to post huuuuge ones. but yeah, I'm definitely better off without him. it took me a while to see that.
  • Current Music
    All You Wanted - Michelle Branch

So instead of getting ready...

I'm gonna do this thingy I got from Kaylee :]

Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search.
Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search.
Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search.
Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search.
Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search.
Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search.
Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search.
Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search.
Q: Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search.
Q: Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search.
Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search.
Q: Type in "[your name] loves" in Google Search.

Like other sunflowers, Soraya needs full sun

With a hip spiky hairdo somewhere between the simple-girl of a Meg Ryan, and the impish attitude of a Reese Witherspoon, Soraya looks like a great gal to hang out with, I'd venture to guess you would order her a lemon drop martini.

Soraya says her music has gotten richer as a result of the experiences of the past three years

Soraya wants to start working as journalist in Ireland to improve her skills.

SORAYA does not have any lineup writers

Soraya hates me.

Soraya asks the heavens to rain “drops of forgiveness” to clear our hearts and illuminate our path toward a better world

Soraya is trying to say she likes Cheese BURGERS but she says Cheese Boogers.

soraya eats the hottest ones!

Soraya wears diamond necklace supplied by Levinson Jewelers

Soraya was arrested for disturbing the peace, high-speed chase, and assaulting an officer.


FYI: There is a singer named Soraya out there. so yeahhh. lmao. gtg to dance though, I should be there in 3 minutes and that is not going to happen!
  • Current Music
    The Little Things - Colbie Caillat


...GO BACK TO SCHOOL! :[ merr. I do not want to go back! I go back tomorrow and I'm depressed over it. it's the start of hell. I was having a wonderful time not having to worry about school. and now the vacation is gone so fast. I have a paper due tomorrow which I haven't started, and a chapter test. I have to read the chapter >_< oh, and I haven't done a thing for my science fair, which will probably be due in two or three weeks. greaaat. and I think my bf & I are having trouble communicating. well I don't have trouble, he does. merr.
  • Current Music
    Here We Are - Breaking Benjamin
Edward Cullen!

Well, I haven't posted in a while...

Some updates:

-I saw Twilight. It was okay, could have been better. Nevertheless, I liked it.
-The cabaret is like two weeks away. I'm nervous because I'm afraid I'll forget the five little lines that I have, lol. Plus, I hope I can change fast enough for all the dances.
-I lovelovelove having Limewire again. It's bliss. Sorry Kaylee, that I haven't gotten your CDs to you fast enough. Hopefully today I can make another one when I finish my science lab.
-I've been wanting to watch My Cousin Vinny. I'm going to, at 4:30PM today. Woot.
-I'm sick again. Oh joy.
-I've decided what to buy Ant for Christmas. He's gonna love it :]
-I HATE science fair. I have a list of like three possible topics. RAWR.
-I HATEHATEHATE decathlon. I wanna quit. But I'm in too deep. Technically, I could quit, but I'd let the team down. The competition's in March. I'll stick it out. I am not a quitter.
-There is a Nickelback concert March 5, 2009 in Mass. I AM SO THERE.
-I can't wait for the play in the spring. We're doing The Wizard of Oz and I am going to try out for the Wicked Witch. Keep your fingers crossed.
-I had a nice Thanksgiving. I love food. If food was a person, I'd make love to it.
-My brother's getting an X-Box 360 Arcade for Christmas. Ughh.
-I got an iPod, 120GB. That's my Christmas gift.
-Ant's mom invited me to decorate their Christmas tree with them sometime next weekend. :]
-This kid, Tyrone, likes me. He keeps texting me. So, last night I was a bitch and told him "I'm not interested" when he said he wanted to hang out with me and show me what he has to offer. I want nothing more to do with him.
-I love my boyfriend's family. They're so crazy.
-I'm going to Victoria's house tomorrow<333333
-I've been so happy lately. This is what I'm thankful for. Life. The life God gave me. The life He's letting me experience. I'm the luckiest person in the world. At least, it feels that way to me. Thanks, God♥
  • Current Music
    Gone - Switchfoot